Depressed

11pm, accomplished nothing today other than to take a long dreamless nap...woke up depressed. Not good weather for naps, it's humid and threatening thunderstorms.
Today was just a deep dark pit of wasted time and what-ifs. There's an emptiness within that no amount of tears can fill. Spiritual emptiness but I don't have the desire for spirituality right now.
I'm going to light a cigarette, refill my glass with Coke and play Morrowind until I fall asleep with the controller in my hand and accidentally kill some vital plot character in my sleep. Yes, this is the solution.