Back In Black

God, I had the most fucked up dreams last night. One was with my aunt who is in a coma (in rl) and she was crying and crying...it really creeped me out. Makes me want to have a mass said for her and I'm not even Catholic...certainly not sure about this mass saying or whatever.
Then I was a character in a video game- a little boy on a skateboard. Then some horror movie type dreams where monsters are coming to get me.
To those who also dwell on the dark side of the moon, don't go off your medication like I did. Keep those prescriptions filled.
I play alot of rpg games and read fantasy fiction and alot of times there are mentioned "secret names." If you tell someone your secret name, the one the gods gave you, that person would have magic power over you. So I've been contemplating what my secret name might be and no, I'm not sharing it.
It is soooo nice to get all this crazy shit out of my head. i wake up alot, pacing through the house at night with racing crazy thoughts going through my head and it's nice to let some of it go.
You are only as sick as your secrets.