The Holiday Letdown

It's New Year's Day and the holidays are over. I always see this as the downward slide into summer...hot, unbearable summer. Yes, I'm off my meds. It's really catching up with me now. I can't sleep well, I barely feel awake. I'm in the high anxiety/manic mode.
Tomorrow I'll get my refills though and I'll be ok.
I don't even feel like watching the Rose Parade.
I feel like I'm going to explode out of my skin. Looks like it's tranquilizer time.